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When Asana came back up she looked at the girl swimming beside her. “Selena, are you okay?” Asana knew about Selena’s panic attacks and she knew how bad they could get..

Selena looked over slowly at the female, nodding. “I’m fine,” she whispered trying to calm herself.

Asana watched the female beside her carefully. Asana swam through the water before floating on her back. “We should do this more often.”

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Asana felt herself be tackled and pushed down under the water. At that point, Asana was happy that she could swim and breathe underwater

Swimming to the surface Selena gasped, forgetting how much she hated being underneath it for too long of a time. Sometimes causing her to panic.

When Asana came back up she looked at the girl swimming beside her. “Selena, are you okay?” Asana knew about Selena’s panic attacks and she knew how bad they could get..

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Asana turned and looked at Selena. “Fine. If it will keep you happy.” Asana dreaded what Selena might do to her now.

Selena laughed out, looked at the silly female with a happy smile. Within a few seconds she tackled her into the water, the female only wondering now if Asana can swim.

Asana felt herself be tackled and pushed down under the water. At that point, Asana was happy that she could swim and breathe underwater

goinindieonya

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"I don’t care Aurora," Asana gripped the girl’s hands and rubbed her knuckles, "I want to be with you and I will do anything to be with you."
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Aurora looked down at her hand and smiled, unable to keep herself from blushing. “Well, if you’re sure … but we have to be careful. If he finds out he’ll kick me out and I’ll be completely exiled from the church.”

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Asana smiled happily. “I’m sure. He won’t find out. He hasn’t found out yet about the other things we’ve done so.” Asana pulled the girl in for a hug. “I’m so happy right now.”

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Asana watched her friend pretend to drown. She giggled as she ran into the water. “I’m coming!” Asana yelled dramatically as she swam over to her friend. Asana laughed and pushed Selena away from where she was. “Are you okay?” Asana was so going to push the other girl…

Asana screamed happily and moved away from Selena. “Don’t you dare!” Asana swam around and stayed far from Selena.

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"Stop it!" Oliver screamed. "I want to die! Let me die! Stop stopping me or I’ll kill you too!" With all his strength, Oliver pushed Bre off, grabbing the gun and backing up into the corner. He was pointing the gun at Bre. There were 5 bullets left. "One step and you die. I’m not joking this time Bre. You can’t stop me. You can’t control my fucking life! My choices are mine and only mine! Stop telling me what to do! You know who you’re talking to? Not Oliver. He left the minute he found out Asana was pregnant. You’re talking to a 15 year old with a pregnant girlfriend and a brother who’s always shagging some other chick and never has enough time for his baby brother. " He looked at her, tears in his eyes. "Your call. We both die, or just me. Do you want to live?"

"All Charlie ever talks about is you. He’s always asking me to come over and hang out with ‘us’. That means you. Charlie has been there for you since your parents were killed. He works his ass to make sure your life is better than his ever was. This isn’t just your life anymore Oliver. I’m sorry but there is a baby involved that you help make. A baby that needs you." Bre walked closer. "Do you think I’m afraid to die? I am afraid of living. You killing me would answer my prayers. Oliver, do you really want Lacy to grow up without a father? I know Oliver is still in there. I don’t care if I have to die to get to him. I know you can hear me Oliver. I know you heard what Asana said and I know you feel the same. I’m not telling you what to do. I am trying to get Oliver back. I know it’s hard but you have an amazing older brother, bandmates who love you, and a daughter who will adore you. Lacy will wear your band mercy and when someone asks her who that is she will have your smile and say, “that’s my daddy and his band.” Oliver, please. I know you can hear me. The fear and everything else is taking over you. You have to be stronger than it is. You can overcome it. You have before. Do it for Charlie, Asana, me, Lacy, and your parents. What would your parents think if they were standing here and not me? They want you here with your daughter and some day your wife. How do I know that? Every parent wants that for their kid. Not this. Shoot me Oliver.” Bre looked at Oliver. “Do it. I want the Oliver Montgomery, the guitar player of the best band in the world, the baby brother Charlie is always talking so much about, the one who brought Asana the tiara, gave her roses on the first date, the Oliver who serenaded his queen in front of his fans and everyone in heaven above, I want that Oliver to shoot me. Right now.” Bre saw in Oliver’s face that he was coming back to the old Oliver. Bre just hoped that Asana was doing the same.

Oliver looked up and looked at Bre. “My parents. I don’t even know my parents. THEY ARE DEAD. DEAD. And if I die, I can meet them. It was lovely knowing you Bre. Bye bye.” Oliver said as he turned the gun toward him and pulled the trigger. Next thing you know, he’s dead on the ground.

Asana didn’t know. She was just laying in her aunt’s bathroom crying. What else could she do? Asana has lost everything and she doesn’t even know it yet…

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Bre grabbed the gun and pointed it up so it didn’t kill Oliver. “How can you talk about her like this? Asana has been through for you. You don’t see how much she puts up with! She gets bullied by your fans, her parents don’t even want to call Asana their daughter anymore, and her rapist stands outside our house and yells things to terrify and hurt Asana but does she let get to her? No because she loves you and Lacy.” Asana felt sick and dropped the bottle and the smoke and ran the bathroom. Asana threw up and sat back when she was done. Asana pulled out her phone and called Oliver. When it went to voicemail, Asana began crying. When the beep went off, Asana left him a voicemail. “Oliver.” her voice was weak. “I know you don’t want to hear from me right now but I just wanted to tell you that I’m in love with you. Yes, I love you but those three words are thrown around like nothing now a days but not a lot of people say that they are in love with someone. I am. Last night I had a dream of our wedding. I looked into the mirror and saw myself holding our Lacy and I was in the white wedding dress I dreamed of wearing. We then we’re married and then we had two more kids. They looked exactly like you, eyes and all. I hope you will forgive me, but if not then I hope you find someone else who will treat you like King you are. I’m sorry I couldn’t do that. I’m at my aunt’s house. I tried to drink everything away but I can’t drink away all the memories we’ve made. I can’t drink away the love we had and the love I wish we still have. I can’t drink away our baby.” Asana sniffled. “Um, if you want to see again then just call me and let me know. I love you unconditionally Oliver Montgomery.” What Asana didn’t know was that Oliver was listening to her voicemail. Bre made him. Bre needed him to hear Asana.

"Stop it!" Oliver screamed. "I want to die! Let me die! Stop stopping me or I’ll kill you too!" With all his strength, Oliver pushed Bre off, grabbing the gun and backing up into the corner. He was pointing the gun at Bre. There were 5 bullets left. "One step and you die. I’m not joking this time Bre. You can’t stop me. You can’t control my fucking life! My choices are mine and only mine! Stop telling me what to do! You know who you’re talking to? Not Oliver. He left the minute he found out Asana was pregnant. You’re talking to a 15 year old with a pregnant girlfriend and a brother who’s always shagging some other chick and never has enough time for his baby brother. " He looked at her, tears in his eyes. "Your call. We both die, or just me. Do you want to live?"

"All Charlie ever talks about is you. He’s always asking me to come over and hang out with ‘us’. That means you. Charlie has been there for you since your parents were killed. He works his ass to make sure your life is better than his ever was. This isn’t just your life anymore Oliver. I’m sorry but there is a baby involved that you help make. A baby that needs you." Bre walked closer. "Do you think I’m afraid to die? I am afraid of living. You killing me would answer my prayers. Oliver, do you really want Lacy to grow up without a father? I know Oliver is still in there. I don’t care if I have to die to get to him. I know you can hear me Oliver. I know you heard what Asana said and I know you feel the same. I’m not telling you what to do. I am trying to get Oliver back. I know it’s hard but you have an amazing older brother, bandmates who love you, and a daughter who will adore you. Lacy will wear your band mercy and when someone asks her who that is she will have your smile and say, "that’s my daddy and his band." Oliver, please. I know you can hear me. The fear and everything else is taking over you. You have to be stronger than it is. You can overcome it. You have before. Do it for Charlie, Asana, me, Lacy, and your parents. What would your parents think if they were standing here and not me? They want you here with your daughter and some day your wife. How do I know that? Every parent wants that for their kid. Not this. Shoot me Oliver." Bre looked at Oliver. "Do it. I want the Oliver Montgomery, the guitar player of the best band in the world, the baby brother Charlie is always talking so much about, the one who brought Asana the tiara, gave her roses on the first date, the Oliver who serenaded his queen in front of his fans and everyone in heaven above, I want that Oliver to shoot me. Right now." Bre saw in Oliver’s face that he was coming back to the old Oliver. Bre just hoped that Asana was doing the same.

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Elena walked over to her niece and handed her a smoke. “You look like you need it.” Asana took it and lit it. Asana felt amazing. Asana completely forgot about everything. “Before you shoot me, listen.” Bre looked down at Oliver. “You are having a girl. Asana already has the name. Lacy Maria Montgomery. Asana wanted the baby to have your mother’s name since you never knew her. Asana loves you Oliver. She would never to anything to mess that up. Asana went to her aunt’s house. If she stays there, she will die and you will lose your queen and princess. I know you love them. Help me bring them back. Please Oliver.” Bre was crying. “Please! I-I need them. I used to be like you and Asana saved me.” 

"She probably already killed our baby with drugs or something because she’s selfish.’ And that was it. Oliver turned the gun around, and pulled the trigger, shooting himself. There was no way he would hurt Bre.

Bre grabbed the gun and pointed it up so it didn’t kill Oliver. “How can you talk about her like this? Asana has been through for you. You don’t see how much she puts up with! She gets bullied by your fans, her parents don’t even want to call Asana their daughter anymore, and her rapist stands outside our house and yells things to terrify and hurt Asana but does she let get to her? No because she loves you and Lacy.” Asana felt sick and dropped the bottle and the smoke and ran the bathroom. Asana threw up and sat back when she was done. Asana pulled out her phone and called Oliver. When it went to voicemail, Asana began crying. When the beep went off, Asana left him a voicemail. “Oliver.” her voice was weak. “I know you don’t want to hear from me right now but I just wanted to tell you that I’m in love with you. Yes, I love you but those three words are thrown around like nothing now a days but not a lot of people say that they are in love with someone. I am. Last night I had a dream of our wedding. I looked into the mirror and saw myself holding our Lacy and I was in the white wedding dress I dreamed of wearing. We then we’re married and then we had two more kids. They looked exactly like you, eyes and all. I hope you will forgive me, but if not then I hope you find someone else who will treat you like King you are. I’m sorry I couldn’t do that. I’m at my aunt’s house. I tried to drink everything away but I can’t drink away all the memories we’ve made. I can’t drink away the love we had and the love I wish we still have. I can’t drink away our baby.” Asana sniffled. “Um, if you want to see again then just call me and let me know. I love you unconditionally Oliver Montgomery.” What Asana didn’t know was that Oliver was listening to her voicemail. Bre made him. Bre needed him to hear Asana.